Today I am writing to vent. to not be judged, to not be careful of what i say~~to just be real! I am so proud of what i have, my girls, my husband my life! I am so blessed to be apart of this life. Who would have thought, me...Allie would be married and 15 years at that! a mother of two of the most amazing girls ever!
Tonight i struggle. I am sad...i am overwhelmed. I am angry, hurt pissed off...torn tattered and boggled down. sometimes i want to scream cry and curse. I feel guilty, I want to do nothing but give but cant! I can offer my giant amount of love laughter and giggles!
If it were a perfect world...